So I was supposed to have that Pyloromyotomy surgery on Nov. 13th in Seattle. Well, I wake up from anesthesia to be told that they started it, but had to stop. They discovered a mass coming out of the wall of my stomach, looking like the shape of a mushroom's head and attaching to (OK, now just guess!) - my pylorus, the very thing they were going to operate on. It is not the safest thing to biopsy the mass right then and there (I wish, but I know better), so we had to quickly make arrangements to return to Missoula for an Endoscopic biopsy the very next day! Needless to say, my husband and I are a bit nervous and concerned.
I get put to sleep, they use ultrasound in my stomach to take biopsies and we wait...and wait...finally the night before Thanksgiving (2 days later than expected) the doctor calls to say the biopsy was NON-DIAGNOSTIC!!!! That means, they didn't get any cells they were expecting to be able to make a diagnosis. In other words, the doctor MAY have missed! Now they do say that 3-4% of biopsies never get a definitive diagnosis (I hope I don't fall into that category), but what this means is I'm getting another biopsy! Yep, it's tomorrow. I should hear by Monday or Tuesday the results. But here's the problem. No matter what it is (cancer would obviously be the worst), but even if it is a benign mass, the surgeon still has to deal with it because it's in the way. Depending on what it is will determine how much bigger the surgery will be. So no matter what, it will have an impact. I'm stressing because I've paid all my deductible for the year and desperately want to get it done before the end of December, otherwise it's going to cost me a lot more. Traveling, food and lodging is already expensive enough. Now we have to do that twice!! Can you feel my frustration???
So, I've not been in the right frame of mind for much crafting. Once I have the "bigger" surgery, my recovery will be longer, too. So please be patient with me. I will return, it's just going to take some time. Keep me in your prayers, and God bless you all this Christmas season.
Take care and happy Christmas crafting!
|One of last year's favorites/ Copic colored